They Said Yes!
Saturday, October 20th, 2007They really did!
Now it's either that or THAT on December.
Arbitrary
Saturday, October 6th, 2007Arbitrarily, I have just turned 17.
In the course of this short lifetime of mine, I have been taught so much by the world that I have grown weary and tired. I find myself wishing for this phase to be over just so to get a move on and to get things over with.
Just to get on with the next phase in life.
And the next.
And the next.
And the next.
And the —______.
Point being, this can't really be all there is to life now, ne? There just has to be something - something out there to put sense and meaning, if not a purpose to the grand scheme of things!
Perhaps my purpose is to find that meaning.
So arbitrarily, this is not my date of birth. This is my date of awareness of the world I exist in.
Sizes
Friday, October 5th, 2007I am a girl with 6.5 size feet. That's somewhere between 36-37 for US [I think]. Personally, I have nothing against small feet. The issue is just with my being 5'4.5" because that makes my feet look too small.
Oh, and the fact that I have difficulty looking for shoes I like because they mostly come in size 8's.
This afternoon was half spent on shopping. Yes, I was given money to spend on anything and I wanted a really cute bag and shoes because I got what I wanted - except not in the way I had planned. Moving on, I did find a really cute bag - an onion shaped bag! Yeah~! But with the shoes, because of my being too picky, the only three pairs I came to like were one, out of stock; two, available in size 8's only; three, made my feet look smaller.
I know I love my body for all the flaws I may have: the un-perfect and blemished skin, the uneven eyes, the too thin lips, the VERY uneven skin tone, the multi-colored hair ranging from black to red to blonde to white, the scattered eyebrows and so much more. But it does get a bit frustrating when the market cannot cater to your needs simply because you're on the narrower end of the demand bell curve for shoes doesn't mean you don't have needs too!
Erm. shutting up before I stay something stupid out of my selfish frustration.
Basta.
Subterfuge
Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007"The Great Escape"
Boys Like Girls
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
We'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
In the Beginning
Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007There was the Author. She was bored and somewhat in need of a caustic catharsis from the boredom and the strife of everyday life. And she created the blog.
And there was the blog. It was empty and plain. But the Author saw the potential in the blog and decided what she wanted out of that blog. She wanted personal space for herself under the persona of paaauuweee. And she did.
Now she begins.
