Counting Shadows

Saturday, November 3rd, 2007

I know this may  matter in the next couple of days but no more when I look back at everything. Still. Who says there is no room for closure?

 

Paskorus is in six days and I really want my class to make it to the finals. I know they are very talented singers and gifted musicians, all of them. And despite that nagging feeling I have that not all really want to join, these people still made the effort to join the rest of the class to compete.

 

 

I'm really touched by this despite my misanthropic state of mind. But I can't deny that I have issues to find closure with and the resolution is through a brilliant performance that will land the class a spot in the finals. I know that the two classes with the best performances deserve the finals spots. And really, as long as those classes deserve the finals, it's no issue with me.

 

 

 

But the thing is, sometimes, it's not just talent and hard work that gets credited.

 

 

 

 

 

And this is where my frustration comes in.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Maybe I'm overreacting.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I need to breathe. Just because this will be the last choral singing competition I'll be competing in with a class and just because of unresolved issues, I shouldn't get so worked up about all of this. I shouldn't let status quo deprive me of a mindset for the win.

 

 

A system of injustice shouldn't bother me now, eh? After all, this is the world.  

 

 

 

 

I know 4 C! will give its best in the Paskorus Eliminations. Win or lose, the section is not compromised.